Its been a while.

The last few weeks have been some sort of emotional rollercoaster ride. I’m not even kidding I swear I feel as though a year’s worth of shit has happened within the last few weeks.

So I found love, had the best feeling in the world, came across some troubles, had my heart gently let down, made a promise to smile for her no matter what, spent ever moment I can with said person but it doesn’t ease anything, and then realised that maybe it was nothing in the end.

Amidst school, which is border-lining on what the hell right now with all the assignments, and my work with Moshin’ Mag, which in the last week took most of my weekend and left me so tired and the upcoming stuff with the Baybeats photography sessions, I can’t seem to find anytime for myself.

I feel so tired, and heavy hearted lately. I feel like hiding out and shunning myself from the world because lately its like I’m going through everyday like I’m struggling. I hope the end of it all comes soon but for sure as hell once I get there, I’m going to crash.

I think I just need a good talk with someone and to have someone give me strength and patience through this trying times. Its the same for everyone else, this will be one of the hardest part but because we’re so close to the end, we can’t find a reason to work so hard anymore. I think I’ve lost sight of that.

I’m tired, I need sleep. Everyday seems like a test now.

I’m so tired.